Archive for November, 2008

At night, I rant

November 27, 2008

One of the bliss of being nocturnal is listening to bossa nova in the dark while sipping a glass of southern comfort. Ah, heavenly.

Of course I can only do that when there are no deadlines hanging above. Even then, I still love working at night better than when the sun arrogantly shines. At night I can rest assured no one will bother me. No sound other than the music playing and the occasional muffled sound of mice partying up on the roof.

At night I can be alone.

A friend once told me, one of the sign of introvert-ness is being able to be alone hours on end. Well, maybe I’m an introvert afterall. No matter. Being introvert or extrovert or even pervert have nothing to do with me loving the darkness that engulfs me, caress me in velvety warmth and majestic silence.

In silence I can dream.

As the bell stroke the twelfth time, that’s when my mind soars. Above the clouds, across continents and through someone’s bathroom window. This feeling of freedom is nothing less than ecstasy. It’s like finding out that you’ve won lottery, like the first time you lose your virginity (can there be a second time?), like the third pass of mary jane from a friend.

Only trouble is, in the dark I can’t see the letters on the keyboard. That sucks.

Mmmm…

November 26, 2008

Actually, I don’t really have anything important to write today. It’s just that, right at this very moment, I have in my hand, a glass of vanilla ice cream, and let me tell you it’s oh so very good!

That’s all. Now let me get back to my ice cream.

A Place Un-Cared For

November 8, 2008

Oh look at that . . . my last entry was months ago.

It’s so typical of me, you know. Create something and then let it go. Well, a dear friend told me not so long ago, that I’m a person who’s unable to really care for anything. I didn’t put much thought into it.

Okay, I lied.

I did put some thought in it but not as much as I should. You see, I always consider myself as a person with quite a dose of creativity. A creator. I elate myself by conjuring stuffs out of my right brain. As they materializes, I play with them for awhile then walk away. It’s that one time process that I love, but tell me not to do it again. If that reflects what my friend said about me then yes, she’s right (I forgot to mention that my dearest friend here is always known to be right about anything).

Trouble is, and I realized this, that one character of mine is not exactly mandatory to success. Meaning, I must get rid of it or at least tone it down. How? Well, maybe I can start by taking care of this blog more often. Open myself and pour it on digital form. Maybe afterward I can move to even bigger things.

Maybe.